Trauma

Came up won't change up
Like tf ima change fa

Seen some things
I can't change
Days done got strange
Seen some things
I can't explain
Seen some things
I can't talk about
Shit be
All on my brain
My head can't get these
Thoughts from out
Ima victim of pain
Tram-a
My heart got stains
Out my back I
Pull some knives out
Stop bleeding stop pain
Shit put ice in my veins
My Heart cold as Alaska
Heart cold as Alaska now

If I told you how bad I want it
That would be a understatement
If I told you a price
That would be a underpayment
I'm constantly thinking
Bout money daily
I count that money
No hesitation
Tryna Run it up
That shit about to
Run me crazy
Weed meditations
Slow my thoughts daily
Focused concentration
Going out just like I came in
Hard with no complaining

Came up won't change up
Like what tf I'm changing
Ima scutterfield baby
Every day we ate ramen
Cold cut like a steak to us
Swear I love that shit
I won't change for none

Seen some things I can't change
Days done got strange
Seen some things I can't explain
Seen some things
I can't even talk about
Sh*t be all in my brain
My head can't get these
Thoughts from out
Ima victim of pain
Trauma my heart got stains
Out my back
I pull some knives out
To stop the bleeding
Stop pain
Shit put
Ice in my vain
My heart cold as Alaska
Heart cold As Alaska now

In the streets it ain't the same
No love
They will kill you for a name
Think that shit a gain
This shit not a game
Envy and hate
Come from your own mans
Keep your Circle so small
Only a few
Should know some thangs
Yeah I stand tall
Even though it was hard
From we're I came
Not we're I wanna be
But far from we're I came
Loyalty forever
Ima forever be the same
I got you forever if you
Gave me anything

I stand on my name
Even though life short
Been jump off Granny porch
Why i grind for it
Tell no lies for it
No time to whine bout
Know that ima grind bout it