I Remember

I remember what you said to me
It’s been runnning through me endlessly
I remember when I fell for you
And how much you meant to me
Everything was heavenly
Never felt that kind of empathy
I’ll always remember you
And I pray you’ll remember me
I could feel you on my shoulders
All the feelings were steady getting older
At the time I know we didn’t know it
And little did we know we didn’t notice
We were watering our own dead roses
Keeping going was the only real motive
I felt you at your lowest
I wonder what would’ve kept us going
It all just felt hopeless
My shoulders were heavy
My body felt boneless
Careless and petty
We seemed like opponents
I remember what you said to me
It’s been runnning through me endlessly
I remember when I fell for you
And how much you meant to me
Everything was heavenly
Never felt that kind of empathy
I’ll always remember you
And I pray that you’ll remember me
I remember
Cold winter days in December
Every new love
Feels like a new drug
Higher and better than ever
But one day,
I remember
The high didn’t hit me
No pleasure
Bad change of weather
Went down like the sun
There’s no buzz for you too
And we lost it together,
From forever to never
I know this is true
It's a choice to be better
Choose to give effort
Drugs only last for a moment of pleasure
I remember what you said to me
It’s been runnning through me endlessly
I remember when I fell for you
And how much you meant to me
Everything was heavenly
Never felt that kind of empathy
I’ll always remember you
And I pray that you’ll remember me