Missing You in Heaven

I been missing you in heaven
It’s been hurting like it’s hell
I been praying that your better
You ain’t been praying I can tell
No this ain't just whatever
I swore they saved me by the bell
I’m wishing you would wish me well
It was too much if you can’t tell
But our love it was the essence
Now I’m missing you in heaven
My minds been turning
Why’s this a burden
It’s heavy it’s painful
Don’t feel like it’s stable
I’m thinking I’m hurting
Don’t know what’s for certain
Don’t feel like I’m able
I feel your ungrateful
I just needa find my way
Give me time I need some space
Not much that I have left to say
I’ve been blown away
I been missing you in heaven
It’s been hurting like it’s hell
I been praying that your better
You ain’t been praying I can tell
No this ain’t just whatever
I swore they saved me by the bell
I’m wishing you would wish me well
It was too much if you can’t tell
But our love it was the essence
Now I’m missing you in heaven
Oh I just needed some time
You thought we could float
And then you left me sinking
I needed a boat
That would keep me from bringing myself back to you
You thought it could be heaven
But I knew that I would question
Where it was that we were heading
You didn’t see that were were sinking
In that boat together
The waves took my ways
Through some beautiful endeavors
I been missing you in heaven
It’s been hurting like it’s hell
I been praying that your better
You ain’t been praying I can tell
I been missing you in heaven
It’s been hurting like it’s hell
I been praying that your better
You ain’t been praying I can tell
No this ain’t just whatever
I swore they saved me by the bell
I’m wishing you would wish me well
It was too much if you can’t tell
But our love it was the essence
Now I’m missing you in heaven