Sorry for Your Loss
[Produced by Tyree]
[Intro]
Go
[Verse 1]
Ayy
They think I’m poppin’
They showin’ me love
All of a sudden my phone just erupt
I had a nigga who just hit me up
Didn’t you make fun of me on the bus?
People invitin’ me over for drugs
“Let’s write some bars”
Let’s not and say that we did
They think I do it for fun
I wish that was what it is
I do this shit for the pain
This shit just happens to knock
This shit just happens to slap
Wish I could stop
Then do it just ‘cause I want
That’s something none of you want
I’ve been the one since I was one
I could’ve told you but I rather show you
Shit I can’t help you if I got to know you and you ain’t still see it
Bitch you a dummy
You gotta beat it
[Hook]
If you were here and now you’re not
Please don’t hit me when this drops
Know you’re always in my thoughts
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
Know you’re always in my thoughts
But I’m sorry for your loss
You was lookin’ kinda lost
Mistook some juice for the sauce
Hope you wonder what it cost
Now it’s sorry for your loss, ayy
Now it’s sorry for your loss
Now it’s sorry for your loss
Hope you wonder what it cost
‘Cause now it’s sorry for your loss
[Verse 2]
I think that small talk is taxing
People ask me what I’m up to
I tell ‘em and they all act like it’s a bad thing
Like, “Oh wow, you doin’ the rap thing”
I hate how they say it
A couple years later when they see me eatin’ and they want a slice
I’ma say I don’t got it
Like “Don’t you remember? I do the rap thing”
And I know I can do it
Why I need so bad to prove it?
I always found that confusing
I just feel so disillusioned
Always jumpin’ to conclusions
You never loved me I knew it
I’m the same guy as before
People walk out and I lose it
Damn…
[Hook]
If you were here and now you’re not
Please don’t hit me when this drops
Know you’re always in my thoughts
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
But I’m sorry for your loss, ayy
Know you’re always in my thoughts
But I’m sorry for your loss
You was lookin’ kinda lost
Mistook some juice for the sauce
Hope you wonder what it cost
Now it’s sorry for your loss, ayy
Now it’s sorry for your loss
Now it’s sorry for your loss
Hope you wonder what it cost
‘Cause now it’s sorry for your loss
[Interlude]
Now I’m sorry for your loss
(No you’re not)
(When this drops)
(In my thoughts)
(For your loss)
(For your loss)
(For your loss)
(In my thoughts)
(For your loss)
[Verse 3]
Ayy
Dad are you proud of me?
I know right now you are
But if we get to the end and you’re not would you lie to me?
You always big on the honesty
I don’t know if I could take that
I probably… do something rash
Tell the truth I’m so afraid of not comin’ in first I might purposely crash
In my nightmares I be sittin’ in last
Fresh outta gas
Reflecting on all the mistakes that I’ve made
And the cheap thread in the bed that I made
When I thought I was doin’ it right
Constantly doubting myself every night
Like, “I could’ve gone harder” and
“I should’ve called her” and
“Why I keep getting so high for?”
Damn
I’m just tryna catch me a vibe
They say my last shit a classic
But shit, what’s the point if I’m losing my mind?
Oh, I gotta give it time
Oh, I gotta love the grind
I don’t even love my life
But tell my mama that I’m fine
She got enough on her plate
I don’t wanna see her cryin’ just ‘cause I couldn’t hold my head up straight
But damn if I don’t wanna get away
And I’m not talkin’ ‘bout a trip on a plane
Does God see that as a spit in his face?
Tell the truth, man I don’t know
Dammit I just wanna grow
Into the person I’m meant to be
But I think somethin’ been stuntin’ me mentally
Like one I really feel myself
Then the next day I wanna kill myself
Always gotta keep it to myself so I don’t worry people with my mental health
Pray to God that when I need it though
It ain’t too late for me to yell for help
Really don’t wanna end up in hell
But I feel like if I stay here it’s just as well
God damn
Ayy
I used to feel like the man
But that was two years ago
I gotta let it go
But for some reason I can’t
Wounds heal but I got hella scars
And that make me feel like I’m hella flawed
Wanna give up and I tell it to God
But He don’t give two fucks if I’m lost
For if for some reason by the time you hear this I am not here
I ain’t ever mean to make you drop tears
I just self-destructed and it’s no one’s fault
This was bound to happen since I got here
Fuck only seein’ my auntie in all of these photos
I’m outta this bitch
If they ask where I am tell ‘em that I’m about to go kick it with Moe Moe
Sorry for your loss