2014.

[Intro]
"Been having some existential thoughts and I was just wondering what to do about that. How have I been on the other side of the extremes? Can a desire be so strong to the point where it becomes a need? And down to trusting God when you feel like God is keeping you from the one thing you do need?"
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 1]
I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost, can't find nobody that could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off
I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, imma break it
Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does everybody only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness
Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open?
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

[Refrain]
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?

[Verse 2]
Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade five

[Chorus]
L-O-S-E and R, I'm a loser
D-E-P-R-E and double S, I-O-N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing, I'm too sure
L-O-S-E and R, I'm a loser
D-E-P-R-E and double S, I-O-N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing, I'm too sure