3.14...

[Intro]
"I can never make it right. I can never say all this to you, but... I love you"
"Why didn't you say this to me when I was alive?"

[Verse 1]
What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel, don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessing that love is just not for me
I cannot trust what I feel, stuck in the lust, I know this isn't real
I'm feeling crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes at this point it's a drill
Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me
I smoke for thе pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I rеally need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though
So imma get fucked up, don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love
Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No, not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know
Evil in my head, don't try to care either when I'm dead
'Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me, I'm stuck on the deep end

[Chorus]
I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this, oh, I swear
I can't make this up out of air
I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this, oh, I swear
I can't make this up out of air

[Verse 2]
Bleeding out, I'm on the floor, don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again, I don't think that I was meant for this
I'm a piece without a place, I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break, you should stay out of the way
'Cause the day I do, I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all, along with anyone too