For My Funeral

Today is the day of my funeral
For my funeral, let the sky be gray
May there be leaves on the ground
And mourners all around
And nothing to do for the rest of the day

Before I go
I wanted you to know
That despite all the pain, I'd do it all again
And when I thought of home
I thought of you alone
And I loved you the most
And I should've done more

For my funeral, I want to record
The things I once loved, like Halloween fire
The shade of the trees, the leaves as they turn
The warmth of the bed with you as you burned

The signs have all aligned
And now it is my time
And despite all the pain, I'd do it all again
And when I thought of home
I thought of you alone
And I loved you the most
And I should've done more

Another year, I watch and I wait
For the signs and the wonders
The laughter and the lies

I long for snow and the winter cold
The roses grow, but in the snow they die

And now that I'm gone
I just want to say
That despite all the pain, I'd do it all again
And when I thought of home
I thought of you alone

And at last, I have found seclusion