09/14/22
[Verse 1]
Thousand words could not describe the mess
That you left
With the bottles
You puked right in my bed
And blamed the mass amount of alcohol
The apartment smells like weed
And the parfume of yours
Antidepressant pills in your bag
I wonder how long you'll last for
[Bridge]
You use me for attention
Call me names you piece of shit
You never wondered how I felt
You never tried to get us help
You disappear into thin air
And watch them change
Your heart its synced to my words
Honеy why are you so brave?
[Verse 2]
Touch me
Hurt mе
Use me as your therapy
Tell me
How much you hate me
Just to end up saying that you love me
Feed me
With your kiss
Hold your hands onto my sweet lips
(and let me cry)
[Bridge 2]
You blow your birthday candles
And think of your last wish
You hold the camera up
Take photos of your dish
You let the guests all in
You looked him in the eyes
You held onto his hand
Said take the kitchen knife
[Verse 3]
Oh stay here with me
Oh hold onto me
You call me insane
I'll give you insane
I'll write your name with fresh blood
On my walls
I'll draw you in my diary
I'll copy all your talks
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I don't have the guts to spell it all out
Maybe I don't want to hurt the feelings of the ones that I love
I shave my body, my face, my hair, my arms & my legs
Cut some symbols up on my wrist
For satisfaction of others, not myself
I just wish life wouldn't be unfair
[Chorus]
We carved our name into the trees
Ran after sunsets, holding hands
And kissed, how unfair
That you left when I said how I felt
I'm not the one you think I am
I slit your name into my wrists
The tattoo artist thinks I'm sick and calls my mother
She said it would be better if I left her
So I blame the things on life, cause its unfair
[Post-Chorus]
I know how you felt
I saw it in my dreams
I can't comprehend the fact
That I need you at night to sleep
Oh I know its unfair
I know that I am wrong
I learned from my mistakes
And hope one day I'll move on
Move on
Why can't i just move on?
I miss your gorgeous face, I miss the time we
Spent together, miss hearing your voice and
Miss all of the nights we said "I love you"
I guess that one day things change
But I won't let go
[Outro]
I miss your gorgeous face, I miss the time we
Spent together, miss hearing your voice and
Miss all of the nights we said "I love you"
I guess that one day things change
But I won't let go
But I won't let go
I won't let you go