Stupid

No, I’m not like the other girls
Who let a boy ruin their world
I’m good at denial
Guess I’m not that special

You put your feelings on display
And I thought that meant you would stay
I misread all the signs
Just assumed that you were mine

You lied and I let it slide
And you’re not sorry, that’s alright
I should’ve known not to read your mind

I thought I had you figured out
Taught myself to ignore my doubts
You kept calling me smart
But I’m so stupid

You knew exactly what to say
To make me forget yesterday
Think I’m stupid for throwing us away
But I’m just stupid for loving you

Let go of everything I knew
Can’t believe what you made me do
Got too close and got burnt
Well, this is lesson learned

You said there was nobody else
I chose my heart over my head
Never again, mmm

‘Cause you lied and I let it slide
And you’re not sorry, that’s alright
I should’ve known not to read your mind

I thought I had you figured out
Taught myself to ignore my doubts
You kept calling me smart
But I’m so stupid

You knew exactly what to say
To make me forget yesterday
Think I’m stupid for throwing us away
But I’m just stupid for loving you

Mistook your arrogance for confidence
You just love listening to yourself
You want me then you change your mind
My god, you’re such a Gemini

I hate how you always make your own rules
With you, the game is two lies, one truth
Yeah, I got attached hastily
But, baby, you made it so easy

I thought I had you figured out
Taught myself to ignore my doubts
You kept calling me smart
But, oh my god, I’m so stupid

You knew exactly what to say
To make me forget yesterday
Think I’m stupid for throwing us away
But I’m just stupid for loving you