Never there

I keep coming back to the places I know best could hurt me
Never on track, dream so much that I forget what's hurting
What's that?
Open up to your attacks
I can't stop trying again

Plus, I don't have better things to test
I put myself in awful places
What's the worst to happen?
I'm no worst for wear when I'm all ashen
How long can you keep responding to my actions?

Holding on to something never was there, it never was fair
Going along with what was never, never

I keep coming back to the places I know best could hurt me
Never on track, dream so much that I forget

Holding on to something never was there, it never was fair
Going along with what was never, never
I keep coming back to the places I know best could hurt me
Never on track, dream so much that I forget what's hurting