Late Night Thoughts

Been through some fucked up times
I know it's got some weight
Pressing right down on these
Shoulders that God made
For me to keep on
Holding the world up
I got to earn this love I get
Like where the fuck is my mind at
What the fuck do I know
What the fuck am I doing here
And can I be more mindful
If I just be more mindful
I can be more insightful
I can help out the frightful
I can turn all the lightbulbs on
I know I could but sometimes I don't
I need time for the ones I love
I need a blunt so my energy up
And it's safe to say I'm letting go
I know everyone an artist
Got the urge but do you solve it
I'm obsessed with my problems
So obsessed I can't harness
I know I'm me when I'm busting largest
And straight to the top is my fucking target
I know it takes just a bit of starving
Until I'm on
Until I'm up and gone
And that's why all my drops been going harder
I get chills when I think where I started
Finally on my own
Time to start the show
Wherever I go
It's off the dome
It's off the dome
Straight from my soul
I'm on the run
I ain't coming home
I'm on the run
I ain't coming home
Do they still got love for me
Family that's all I need
History it all repeats
Protect me and all my peace this time
I don't need much but I need my rhymes
I don't need room but I need my time
I need truth but I still hear lies
From round me and some from mind
I been thinking
I been thinking oh
Am I just high
Am I sitting here overthinking my life
I been thinking