I really can't

my window
I'm see my window
this rain outside
I'm see the outdoor
you see for me
I'm passion one outdoor
one outdoor

my happy
before of you
is past for me
never again
I'm fun with my friends
this in my house
talk this is my home
this in line end
god,please help me

I look at him,
Like he is so poor,
Everytime I eat he will steal,
He is my boy.