Grief

On the high
To speed by The low
Always on the dot
With this bow and arrow
Cream of the crop
No scarecrow
The ego is bestowed
I'm a one man show
When I'm locked in
I can't be saved by a locksmith
Taken shelter from the media
And it's toxins
No one on my side
Felt truly boxed in
I'll l run out of words
When I run out of oxygen
Clouded judgement
The air is ominous
The drought of Ls
Are bottomless
All I got left
Is my rise to prominence
And the acts of providence

Grief
It's The feeling of misery
Grief
It's the feeling of pain
Grief
There's no end to this shame
Grief
There's no end to this game
Grief
It's The feeling of misery
Grief
It's the feeling of pain
Grief
There's no end to this shame
Grief
There's no end to this game

The Ls piling up
Domino effect
Wish we could
Erase it all with
After effects
Cash registers around
To keep myself in check
Designing my landscape
Like an architect
Split a j with misery
To keep it company
Good giggles on speed dial
Fulfilling gluttony
Self-esteem dryin' up
Runnin' low on patience
Air bend the rules
Til' I rule the nations
Overdue on my problems
Will I wither or blossom
Pain deep in the trenches
Goals are colossal
I used to be docile
But now my ego runs hostile
In the meanwhile
I'll self reflect among the Nile

Grief
It's The feeling of misery
Grief
it's the feeling of pain
Grief
There's no end to this shame
Grief
There's no end to this game
Grief
It's The feeling of misery
Grief
it's the feeling of pain
Grief
There's no end to this shame
Grief
There's no end to this game