Horizontal Memories

There's a certain feeling
That you get when
You start to believe that
All of the words that
You used to confide in
Are just memories
And not only
Your fantasies

While it only
Takes one minute—
To understand
All of it

You're really delusional
Overemotional
It's indisputable

Living life in reverse
Never brought what
Was once
Only made joyous
Moments worse

And to think all
The time you spent
Giving up on everyone
"for the fun," you said

I hope that you know
That there's plenty of
Time to repent for
The life you left

But we both know
Exactly how prideful
And shameful—
Convictions
Left you suppressed

What's taken so long?
Wondering what went wrong
Now I've lost
Myself in the song

But don't worry
About it
Poetical habits
Have ongoing benefits

Like finding a wife
That's worth living
My life
Despite venomous
Elements

But don't get it twisted
Your overall imprint's
Completely irrelevant