Blue

She said "I wanna see you fight the universe"
I'll fight it for your entertainment
How am I supposed to know what works?
How do I know just what you're hungry for?
I'll gladly fight it just for you
I wish I knew what I got myself into
But right now it feels too late, too late
Now it looks like I've got a lot on my plate

I wish I could find a way out of here
Where nobody is, where the coast is clear
And where peace is found, and love is near
Haven't felt at home in what feels like a couple years
But I'm trying to figure out a true escape
The one where no one's hurt and I feel less at blue estate
Don't want concrete dreams, I wanna walk away
I don't know where to go, I'm sure I'll find my way, though

I don't wanna go on, but don't know when to stop
It feels like the time is ticking way too much
Being present day and still feeling the same as I've been
Kinda hopeless, but where else can I hope to be
I don't want to be frozen, or meaningless
Is what she said, and I'll never forget what she did
And I'm still stuck here trying to make sense of it all
But being clueless only helps me fall

She said "I wanna see you fight the universe"
I'm not really sure if I can
Came to the realization that's it's okay if I don't know where I am
And I know that it's not too late not to try
I just want to touch the sky
And maybe find my place

I know I could find a way out of here
Where the oceans don't lie, and where I'm satisfied
Now I feel I can touch the sky
The most treasuring thing is feeling alive
But I don't want to figure out a true escape
I want to feel calm and at a cool estate
I sure have some dreams, not gonna walk away
I don't know where to go, and that's okay