Rookie of the Year

I had to grind
Just to be where I am
They don't know pain
That I felt to get here
I feel I'm close
God I hope that you’re near
When I was lost
It was close to the end
I was alone
I felt I had no friends
Shit now I'm grown
I do not live in fear
It's my year
It's my year
I'm a product of my past
But I making peace with it
When life was moving fast
I was in the streets with it
Sos had a couple tucked
Brought some heat with it
Thats my brother for life
But we different
That life not for me
I had to make some more changes
It was bad at my mothers
I was always feeling anxious
Where I laid my hat was my home
I was tainted
Me and my shadow well acquainted
But Thats life
And life's a bitch ain’t it?
I want my thoughts to be free
I tell you to chase your dreams
Nothing in life Guaranteed
So I'll be who I want to be
I had to grind
Just to be where I am
They don't know pain
That I felt to get here
I feel I'm close
God I hope that you’re near
When I was lost
It was close to the end
I was alone
I felt I had no friends
Shit now I'm grown
I do not live in fear
It's my year
It's my year
Im a product of the past
But I see the bigger picture
When you walk a path unfollowed
Really see who’s fucking with ya
There's no promise in tomorrow
Used to take a swisher
And Just burn all of my sorrows
Heart was colder
Than the winter
Its the
Young King
Knows his soul
Was meant to Inspo
With raps of wisdom
Truth spitter
Flowing through your system
I tried my best to stay conscious living
My own worst enemy
All I did was play victim
Until I got my shit together
Told myself i can do better
Rain helped me grow
May those seeds last forever
And help me climb the ladder
Bitch you looking at the prime
Of a before and after
Toast, to another chapter
I had to grind
Just to be where I am
They don't know pain
That I felt to get here
I feel I'm close
God I hope that you’re near
When I was lost
It was close to the end
I was alone
I felt I had no friends
Shit now I'm grown
I do not live in fear
It's my year
It's my year