Way I Feel

I been grinding for so long no I can't let up
Granny gone got to keep my head up
When I start feel good it always feel like a set up
Ain't on my level tell them catch up
The way I feel there's a reason
I cry from time to time cause I need it
My back against the wall fighting demons
They don't fuck with me foreal and I peep it
I don't vent I bump my music and I thug it out
She won't fucking with me now her nigga he don't love her now
See a nigga poppin now little shawty want to fuck me now
Like my bitches pretty and controlling come and show me now
My soul hurt but I keep it gangster you will never know
Feelings I won't never show
You can be enough for the right person so just let them go
I Never healed I'm just patient trying to take it slow
Until it's my time to go
I got to focus dog
I got a feeling I can get it all
So ima get up and go get it all
Got to make them feel it dog
So much on my mind and I won't say shit
Put it in my music so replay This hear what I'm saying
I don't know how to feel I be hurt so deep
I don't know if it's real because it's hard to see
I don't know how to feel with this pain in me
It's lonely when you real
Never there when you low but come around when you cheer
Late nights in my room overthinking shedding tears
Wishing you was here to see this side your never near
I been grinding for so long no I can't let up
Granny gone got to keep my head up
When I start feel good it always feel like a set up
Ain't on my level tell them catch up
The way I feel there's a reason
I cry from time to time cause I need it
My back against the wall fighting demons
Theh don't fuck with me foreal and I peep it