Letter

You would be happy if i lived by assumptions that you made of me
Thought I was afraid of love but love became afraid of me
Fell for temptation now I see what Otis seen
Funny how less of effort made you notice me
Never wanted you to need me because it's better if you wanted me
Thought I wanted more than I gave that's what really bothered me
Didn't know it was love that I was giving letting you got close to me
Reciprocating energy is never what it's meant to be
One must put in more just to feel anything
How you scared to take a chance like I ain't risking too
Saying love a distraction like I ain't on a mission too
Say you missing pieces is the same as me missing you
Put my words into action I can give you visuals
Questioning my intentions might as well do an interview
Telling you the one
But feeling like number two
Accusations didn't fit
You went and found another shoe
Ouu
Now you treat me like a casual
Maybe you was right
Maybe I was bad for you
Then again
Too much of a good thing can be the death of you
The irony is you fall harder when sitting from that pedestal
Failed when you wanted me
Because I wasn't there for you
Hard showing love with a damaged heart
But I cared for you
Now distance the only way you can see that I cherished you
Talking bout my past is hard
But easier to share with you
Intertwined spirits
Now we're inseparable
Can't compete for your love
Some shit not comparable
Could've did more
But I didn't
I feel terrible
Thoughts running around in my my head
They're unbearable
Hope you find your happiness even if it's without me
That love can heal your soul
That shit can be astounding
Some love birds told me in themselves
Is where they've found it
Need convincing it's easier to live with it than without it
Never played with my heart never into games
Now you hear my name
Your heart get filled with rage
I can't claim victim
I rather take the blame
I rather see you happy
I rather see you sane
Rather see you smile
In the absence of the pain
Shackles of my love
Finally broke that chain
Knowing what you lost with me
Without me you trying to gain
I'm loving that you blossomed
I'm loving that you changed
Ain't nothing different from the first time that I met you
Always saw greatness in you knew that you was special
Run away with your love I wonder who can catch you
Talked to god for you and I prayed that he would bless you
Find yourself on this journey know it can be so lonely
As you move forward know my love was never phony
Shit I did for you pure never said you owed me
Love is what I showed way longer than you've known me
Hate that being by myself is starting to feel so cozy
I wonder how it would be with guards down and you chose me
I'm grateful for all the love and care that you showed me
But all these heart pains starting to turn me to the old me