Me

Be honest, how well known
Is it that I, everyday, play a role?
If honest, I'm all show
You prolly hate me now, but I thought you should know
Will your love go? Please don't go
I'm just confused and that's all
Praying through the night you still call
I start a fight, don't you cry
But might you still call?
Just know it hold me down, it won't let me go
It's what I do, thought you should know
Anytime I'm down it be where I go

It's nothing like it was when I's a youngin
It was funny, I was loving, living dumb
Blood was pumping, now I'm numbing
I was a seedling back then, in dirt was feeding
Then, hot, the sun came, beating
Like hearts when someone's breathing
I've got too used to fleeing

That shit takes a toll, if I'm mad enough you get sad enough
You think I'm out of control, but if it means enough I would bleed for love
I know you think it ain't so, cause when I see the blood, I will clean the cut
I start to open and then close, leave because you didn't see enough
I know
I know
I know
I know