Sabotage

Relax and take a sit
Yeah it's all you need
Just take a breathe
Control your anxiety
Yeah it's all you need
You always say this

Now in a quietplace
I can hear the sea
Feel the waves in my feets
And the sun over my skin
Yeah it's a beautiful place
But it's one that I can't scape

Why I can't stop thinking of what I've done
I need to feel I have control
Searching for ways of messing things up
My unconscious sabotage all

I'm so used to this
I don't want it
I don't deserve your tears
I need to say it
I'll leave this place today
And I'm sorry
You make me feel safe
And that's worrying me
Come a little closer need to feel you
Give me one last kiss
In the cheek at least
I know you hate me
And I'm sorry
I'm really sorry

Memories in loop
Bout when i first hurted you
But I gotta trust the fate
It's time to seek my way
For you to find yourself
It may relief your pain

Why I can't stop thinking of what I've done
I need to feel I have control
Searching for ways of messing things up
My unconscious sabotage all

I'm so used to this
I don't want it
I don't deserve your tears
I need to say it
I'll leave this place today
And I'm sorry
You make me feel safe
And that's worrying me
Come a little closer need to feel you
Give me one last kiss
In the cheek at least
I know you hate me
And I'm sorry

I'm really sorry

I'm really sorry

I'm really sorry

I'm really sorry

I'm really sorry