Out of Mind

[Verse 1]
It's 3am and I’m reliving memories
Although there's only silence now
Remember what we used to be
Do you? Now every time I think about you
I'm reminded of
The hours we shared, the things we said
But it meant nothing in the end
To you

Now I don’t even know what I'm supposed to say
Somehow I'm a narcissist that hates himself in every way
And I was wrong, I messed it up
I'm out of time and out of luck
I'm sorry that I fell for you and all the things that tore us up

[Verse 2]
Remember when I sat out in the cold and in the dark
And found that if I sat just close enough to the pub near to the car park
Out on the bench that overlooked the silent mountains
I could just about access the internet to keep on talking
With you about stupid things that didn't really matter
But they mattered to me, stopped me feeling defeated
Funny how you went and disappeared when you realised I wasn't what you needed
Now I need it

[Verse 3]
And I see it in your eyes sometimes
Although I never see them anymore
There's a world outside but I can’t find the key to unlock my own door
When I took the jump I didn’t realise just how far I'd fall
Funny. I guess you made some kinda monster out of me after all

Sometimes, the shadows crawl a little closer
I could lock them out, but honestly, ignorance is easier
Besides, it’s nice to have a constant presence in the room
The other day, if I recall, I named one after you
Oh God

[Verse 4]
Now it's 3am and I've run out of words to say
The things I'm trying to forget, they take me back to yesterday
I guess I didn’t realise how much you'd haunt me
Now the ghost of us is always there, behind, with and before me

And I'm starting to forget what you looked like
Maybe that's for the best, but tell me
Why'd you have to be so kind?
I'll just hide away and wait until the sunrise
Now it's over
Now we're over
Now it's over
Now you're out of mind