Exhausted

I’m feelin exhausted
And I don’t see a way out of this maze
Yes I’m feelin exhausted
Words can’t save me from this bloody mess

Feel like, drained out
Isolated, needa sail out
Far from these stresses all these ickies on the way
Time to put an end to this heavy raining day
Tired of playing in the light for none
Tired of faking smiles yeah I’m feeling like I’m done
Take one and another one
Take some drink another one

Room full of pleasures I don’t seem to fit in
Another shot sitting in my brain reminiscing
Need my medicine needa bury in
Needa lift my shield needa suck it in
Maybe gotta call maybe gotta drop out of the blue
Seeing red in my eyes in the pit I’m into
And I’m falling down again and it’s because of you
An illusion of us yeah I know I’m a fool

It’s all dread it’s all dread it’s true
I low-key I low-key love you
And I can’t seem to face the reality
Tuning into again what it coulda been
Facing, facing myself in the desert
Long walk clear my head from this tension
No emotions I just put you in my mentions
Yeah
Cause this my true self I won’t lie
Put you in my songs my disguise

Heart open, no surgery to feel better
Only time heals, scars remain if I let her
Inner peace what I’m seeking, let the beat bleed
So much things no more sick leave, let the beat breathe
Love wouldn’t be real if the pain don’t last
I wouldn’t be the same if I killed my past
I guess to be fucking loved is what I’m missing
I couldn’t recall when we were kissing