At Least I Lived

[Hook]
Fuck up, make any mistake you can
Might be your last
If you don’t like how I’m living, at least I lived
You can’t say that
Judge me
I was anything but lucky
Blacked out on the floors where they found me

[Verse]
Behind my back showed the truth, didn’t love me
Blacked out on the floors where they left me
I was pushing pounds on a ten speed
Seven fifty a whole, now I’m connecting
Willow told me weigh it out, no discrepancies
I get caught up in nostalgia
Cause I did a lot of shit
I can’t help if I wanna
Go back over it

[Snippet from A Bronx Tale]
Bless me father for I havе sinned
It’s been one month since my last confеssion
And these are my sins
I missed mass on Sunday twice, I lied about witnessing a murder once
I ate meat on Friday once
Wait a minute can you back up a little bit and say that again
I ate meat on Friday once?
No, not that one
Back up a little more
I lied about witnessing a murder?
Yeah that’s the one
Do you realize what you said?
It was only once father
Do you know what the fifth is?
Yes father I know what the fifth is
The fifth is
I refuse to answer on the grounds that I might incriminate
The fifth commandment
Thou shall not kill

[Hook]
Fuck up, make any mistake you can
Might be your last
If you don’t like how I’m living, at least I lived
You can’t say that
Judge me
I was anything but lucky
Blacked out on the floors where they found me
Might keep all that