dear family.
Uh
Yeah
Uh
Aye dear family
Sorry for the missed calls and poor managing
I just wanna say I miss y'all hoping im not manicking
I always keep myself busy Man
I'm steady panicking gotta thank God cause his son steady
Managing
Yeah dear family yeah I'm sorry for not talking
It's like I turned my back gained this knowledge started walking
Under 5 I saw my first act of violence 25 past 9 them sirens chiming
Yeah, and I knew the world was dangerous even my own fam committed something heinous
Never saw black and white always gon' see the grayness
Ahh "he say she say" niggas be mendacious Man that little boy he got some passion
Never know that the nigga started rapping Yeah he finna rhyme and spit it all
Yeah man I swear I spit it all Then my sister was born I love you dawg
Forever and forever you my light inside the fog
Y'all be wondering why I don't go talk to y'all
Our conversations always stop and take a pause
Yeah
And I'm hoping you don't notice it Listen to my lines man I'm hoping that you
Focus then
Now I'm 15 yeah nickel and a dime writing
Sixteens Was dazing off inside my class I would day
Dream about playing football on the big screen
I ain't know they scheme Made some sacrifices momma wasn't having
It
You not gon' be shit in my mental I was
Taken back I started lashing out she tried to roll
The window on me, All emotions let loose and then I scream homie
My dad pulled me off the car told me calm down
It's the perfect excuse to get you shot down And that's reality because of my skin there's
Always these stigmas sitting surrounding me Yeah I learned a lot we could all be shot
I always forgave but I never forgot Yeah I never forgot
Yeah I never forgot
It's a sad case that a brother held it in What go inside my room started picking up
The pen Kept it low key then I start writing that
Poetry Two albums in man I'm hoping niggas notice
Me an underrated nigga yeah shout out that
Dude Ogletree wrote the isolation poem hoping you could
Notice me
Called on God, yeah the one true the Elohim
Saw the demons run away, uh now I'm free from neem
Yeah my nigga damn dawg I'm 20 now Following the road niggas learning ins and
Outs I'm a man now I don't need your handouts
Man I stay grinding I don't need your handouts Man and I'm trying to be a different artist
Speaking from my heart man I'm trying to be the hardest
Yeah I'm trying to be the hardest
Yeah
Aye dear family Sorry for the missed calls and poor managing
I just wanna say I miss y'all hoping I'm not manicking
I always keep myself busy man I'm steady panicking
Gotta thank God cause his son steady managing, Yeah dear family
Yeah I'm sorry for not talking It's like I turned my back
Gained this knowledge started walking Yeah gained this knowledge started walking
Yeah gained this knowledge started walking