FACES

Apologies for my behavior
My temper making me impatient
Guess I was born in this nature
Look in my eyes, see nothing but danger

Scared that I'll call you a stranger
Scared that my pain was contagious
We in the same room but why does it feel like split across acres

I know this ain't nothing but nonsense
Believing in nothing but gossip
Spilling wine at the party I'm nauseous
Tried to capture the moment but lost it

Dilated eyes unconscious
Endless tears, broken faucet
Couldn't see you through the darkness
Stop and pause, I'm stacking my losses

Wishing we could have just stayed but
Look at the person I made you
I started losing my my faith
Locked out of the gates, hear the whispers of satan

I'm afraid I be growing complacent
Building ahead with no basis
Spending my last few pennies
On finding my way back home hope I make it

Is it too late to change it
Save what it once was, is it wasted?
Setting my foot on the pavement
Wishing the road would take me to oasis

I've been going through the stages
Feelings of pity and hatred
I still struggle face it
Imagining what could have been if we claimed it

What could have been if we claimed it
Imagining what could have been if we claimed it

Sorry that I didn't make it yet
Sorry for being so infamous
Sorry for causing em fights
Just give me a minute, get rid of my sinfulness

I'm tryna figure it out
But the answer I get seems rather irrelevant
Stuck in a loop, feeling pain and regret
Yeah the cycle be infinite

Cigarette buds in the ashtray
Feeling tipsy, little past eight
Cheap liquor left a bad taste
Memories drift as I'm half faded

Reminiscing bout our past days
What would have happened if I'd stayed
Could have went for the leap but I lacked faith
Been stagnating on my last phase

Nothing's real uh
(Take it, break it, recreate it, ain't the same tho
Ages, faces changing, ain't gon' be the same)
Tell me how you feel
(Take it, break it, recreate it, ain't the same tho
Ages, faces changing, ain't gon' be the same)