What If

You were a whiskey fire a fucking midnight train.
Running right through my veins.
I couldn't hide even if I tried from your wildfire lies;
Had me going up in flames.
What if all the smoke began to clear?
What if you still see me in my dreams?
What if this will never disappear?
What if I still see you in the smoke of every fire dying slow?
Still'd give it all to have you here…?
Why did our sun have to set in paradise, and true love like ours die?
Oh what if time just stops, and nothing ever heals?
But reminds me every night?
What if I still love you like I did when the sun goes down for the last time?
What if one of us stays alive?
What if my heart beats for you, time and time again?
What if I don't want to heal…?
Anymore
Remember we said we'd always stay?
Until we're both dead, and in our graves?
But somehow from then and now, we'd let it all slip away.
We were a whiskey fire a fucking midnight train,
Going straight to our brains.
We didn't even try to hide from our wildfire lies;
Let it all go up in flames.
What if all the smoke began to clear?
What if you still see me in my dreams?
What if this will never disappear?
What if I still see you in the smoke of every fire dying slow?
Still'd give it all to have you here…?
Why did our sun have to set in paradise, and true love like ours die?
Oh what if time just stops, and nothing ever heals?
But reminds me every night?
What if I still love you like I did when the sun goes down for the last time?
What if one of us stays alive?
What if my heart beats for you, time and time again?
What if I don't want to heal …?
Oh when the sun comes up I still reach for you, even though we're with someone new.
What if my heart beats for you?
What if I stayed alive?
What if I don't want to heal?
Why did our sun have to set in paradise, and true love like ours die?
Oh what if time just stops, and nothing ever heals?
But reminds me every night?
What if I still love you like I did when the sun goes down for the last time?
What if one of us stays alive?
What if my heart beats for you, time and time again?
What if I don't want to heal?
What if all the smoke began to clear?
I hope you'd see me in my dreams!
I hope this never disappears!
I hope I haunt you in the smoke of every fire dying slow!
Still'd give it all to have you here…..!
What if one of us stays alive?
What if my heart still beats for you?
Time and time again;
What if I?
What if I don't wanna heal anymore?