Empty Desires

I don't feel any kind of emotions
I hope it stays that way
No thoughts head empty
Got a lots of time to deal with myself
In all black, blank expression and unable to get my shit together
Got no real life friends anymore
My adrenaline slowly goes away
So I can’t force myself to get any work done
Any type of stress isnt really helping
So all I can do is wait for the day to get my life together

No thoughts head empty

This mindset is very unhealthy for me
Feeling very empty deep inside
And I don't know what to fill it with
Nobody wants me to hang out with them
One look at me and they will fucking vomit
They dont wanna be honest
They're okay with lying straight to my face
And tell me that one day you find your soulmate
But it never happen
Having real friends is very unlikely
And I hate being lied to