this anxiety

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ouo
I know it's part of me
But this anxiety
Will make it hard to breath
I choke on feelings constantly
I think this finally
Will be the death of me
Another heartbreak in my history
The next will be
I remember how it was
You know with time I changed so much
I reminisce but not a lot
Because those thoughts can be dangerous
I remember when they loved me
But they left me now
It doesn't matter anyhow
I'm sure I let somebody down
I will walk through my road
And they will walk through their own
I know sometimes life just sucks
But that's the way that it goes
Give me something at all
And I will keep it real close
So that I won't forget and cherish all the times that we hold
You played with me so much
You knew I'd never know the way
You'd put a smile on my face
And then you'd drive me insane
You thought that you were winning
But this shit was never a game
I know that you will come back when its too late
I know it's part of me
But this anxiety
Will make it hard to breath
I choke on feelings constantly
I think this finally
Will be the death of me
Another heartbreak in my history
The next will be
I'm going to tell you the truth
When I was small I used to
Fear getting to twenty two
Without nobody to loose
I'm not there, i'll be soon
But I've already lost you
I've lived so much I can't believe where did time go when it flew
Where do you want to go?
I know
Somewhere far away from here where you can be on you own
But will you miss me at all?
You won't
Maybe you will if I don't
I will never be sure
I know it's part of me
But this anxiety
Will make it hard to breath
I choke on feelings constantly
I think this finally
Will be the death of me
Another heartbreak in my history
The next will be