Insidious

Got some new friends
Had some old friends
Go and switch up
Got stuck out in the shade
Stability is gained
I burn this wood and hit the hay
Relay your locay your body's my parade but
I don't wanna feel betrayed
'Cause that is what I fear of late
A leap of faith my great escape
I wonder why I feel this way
It's runnin' through my veins
This is the fire break
I see my fingers shake
I want your head mounted over my fireplace
Lone in the dark left with no trace
Trip and I fall but still in the same mind space
Vision still blurry you're stuck with a migraine
Reclaim the stage but prepare for this mind game
Separate dimension feel out of our time frame
I stay away from the melee
But grapple away if it's foreplay
Grab a good girl and go low on the downplay
Goin' through traffic head first down the one way
Shuffle the cards so no jokers can horseplay
Hit with the fade in the rain when the sky's gray
Dippin' both hands in the bag will it outweigh
All of my troubles I dump on the ashtray
Nowadays I cannot trust what is portrayed
I feel so lost now I'm afraid
Someone told me that if I relapse
Go calm it down just take a break
Can't stay calm with all my thoughts
It's fuckin' hard enough to stay awake
Swear that bitch the devil
She insidious
Watch the dust fall
When we both start to trip
If I read into your mind
I find there's signs of your demise
Yeah you've been runnin' from that silent torture
Runnin' and runnin' and runnin' around
Waitin' for someone to know ya
Deception deception deception comes out
Flock in the shade we ain't gettin' stuck out
So fill me up tippy top
Let that shit pour over the side
Now that you're here lets get fucked up
Have the time of your life
Wind up in the deep end
Screamin' no no sleepin'
Not in love we pretend
Floatin' I'm feelin' I might never land
Go close your eyes and then you'll understand me
All of these nights didn't go as was planned
'Notha step forward but double it backward
Now I'm feelin' stranded
Yeah I got it handled
Sparks everywhere with the static
Drape down my face with the fabric
What the fuck is up
With my head I'm lost
I forgot where I started
She a demon she start the screamin'
Why do I feel so departed
Buckle in the show starting
Feel her out like we sparrin'
Goin' crazy I'm scarrin'
Matter of time 'til she fallin'
Someone told me that if I relapse
Go calm it down just take a break
Can't stay calm with all my thoughts
It's fuckin' hard enough to stay awake
Swear that bitch the devil
She insidious
Watch the dust fall
When we both start to trip