I Try (feat. Cmill)

(Ay Zuma you taking off)
I act like I don't notice but it's so hard to ignore
Everybody's switching, I can't take it anymore
No new friends, more like no friends at all
Tried to hide the pain but I feel it in my heart
I try, but I'm falling apart
I try to do what I can to play my part
Wake up, every day and go hard
You already know that it gets hard
No love
I don't ever get no love
Couldn't imagine life without no drugs
Could you imagine living having no trust
I swear everybody changed up
Tell me why it happens
I don't think you can that's like me trying to explain why I'm sadden
Flashbacks really got me stuck in the past tense
Who know love would really get this tragic
Who knew time would move this fast can't see it passing (Passing)
Real to my face, behind my back they laughing (They laughing)
Who gon switch up next, don't think I could guess it (Guess it)
I've been stressed out, lately I've been stressing
I act like I don't notice but it's so hard to ignore
Everybody's switching, I can't take it anymore
No new friends, more like no friends at all
Tried to hide the pain but I feel it in my heart
I try, but I'm falling apart
I try to do what I can to play my part
Wake up, every day and go hard
You already know that it gets hard
Life gets hard (Yeah)
Yeah it hits hard (Yeah)
Don't remember it ever being this hard (No)
I don't think it's getting better that's the worst part (Oh)
I can tell what I'm meant for in my heart (Heart)
Bible in my hand but I still sin again (Sin, sin)
Codeine in my cup I keep sipping it (Sin, sin)
When I'm all alone I can't help but reminisce
All I can think about is what if you ain't never switched (What)
Everything happens for a reason (Reason)
Sometimes I can't believe it (Believe it)
Sometimes I can't find the meaning (A meaning)
It's kinda hard when they changing like seasons
I act like I don't notice but it's so hard to ignore
Everybody's switching, I can't take it anymore
No new friends, more like no friends at all
Tried to hide the pain but I feel it in my heart
I try, but I'm falling apart
I try to do what I can to play my part
Wake up, every day and go hard
You already know that it gets hard
(I try, but I'm falling apart)
(I try to do what I can to play my part)
(Wake up, every day and go hard)
(You already know that it gets hard)