Companion

Uh,
Yeah girl,
Told you that you were my best friend;,
My mf everlasting companion,
But you did me dirty,
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Told you that you were my best friend;,
My mf everlasting companion,
But you did me dirty,
You made me feel unworthy,
Tryna calculate our downfall you got me feeling nerdy,
With them other guys, you flirty,
You stole my heart, a burglary,
Try to shoot my shot with these other girls but I’m not curry,
I try to appeal to all the masses,
Maintain a brave face,
But my smile is so crooked, perspective’s misplaced,
& I could never replace,
The picture of you that I have yet to take down, you’re no longer my Queen so why hang a shattered crown,
Why keep you around?
Why not make it easy to notice, why not cast up a frown,
I’ll hurt in silence, to you, I’m no longer bound,
Never again will i leave this house with this head down,
You were all that I needed,
All that I yearned for,
All that I pleaded,
To give all this love toward,
But shit happens, never again can i kiss asses,
Gotta keep it pushing, I’ll recover as this time passes,
Live, laugh & love,
The centerpieces of my style,
I guess god forgot to add heartbreak to the top of my pile,
But it’s all good,
I’ve never been one to doubt perfection,
But it’s a concept that can’t be achieved unless there’s been some form of correction,
I’m talking imperfection,
The very basis of success,
God damn this girl got me in duress,
Looking bad, forever stressed,
Hard for me to go to work & get dressed,
Want to pick up this phone & send text, unless,
You send me one first,
But that’s the perils of all humans, we just can’t quench this thirst,
That pride is a motherfucker,
It has no “off” button,
It has no feature we’ve yet to cover, we can’t hide from it,
We surely die from it,
Leave problems unsettled, can’t have the tea without the kettle,
Gotta get on the bike of life a keep you a pedal,
Going, forever trending upwards,
Never spiral opposite,
Never make a descent,
Thou shall not take no shit from no man, even though you can,
Why instigate when you’ve yet to invigorate,
My soul,
Loving you was like parole,
A short term lease, you sure accomplished your goal,
What if you haven’t scratched the surface, this is just your mold,
It’s corny but I hope Santa leave your ass a bag of coal,
I’m only 21,
Yet I’ve really lived a lifetime movie,
Even seen your pops use your mom’s head as a cookie,
Crumbled it,
Pieces on the kitchen floor,
Metaphorical, but go head picture it some more,
Done with that tale,
Can’t say the taste it left in my mouth wasn’t stale,
I’m still here so father wanted me to prevail,
He told me that I was gonna make it,
Get that degree, get the bag, get my sister them new braces,
Get mama that Louis bag,
It’s never full,
Get nana some rollers & sissy some tonsils,
If she need it,
It’s the point of having the funds to support without meaning,
I’m talking real meaning,
Purposeful not demeaning,
You said this isn’t heartfelt?
Fuck is you thinking?
Fuck you must be blinking?
Only take a second to miss a hit before the window shrinking,
Ah man, what a life this is,
How did it go from the pos to the negative,
It happened so fast,
Not even enough time to capture the moment,
A picture would not even help in that component,
Why does the lord condone it,
So much fake love, so much fake hugs,
So much fake motherfuckers round the way cuz,
Damn,
Guess I’m his messenger,
I’ll speak on his behalf, guess I’m who’s blessing ya,
Do y’all even know the half,
Of course you don’t,
Two sides to every story, you never heard the tale of morning glory? Thought so
Insensitive,
No remorse,
What will it take to get you motherfuckers off your high horse?
A kick in the ass?
A bullet to the brain?
I’m not street so you can at least forget about that last part,
Haha,
But do you understand?
Never feel above,
There’s only one entity who can,
Someone else is always going through worse,
Your issue is a timeout while they’re really in a curse,
I thank god for this life I live,
Cause I’ll turn that neg back to positive,
It’s all good,

Told you were my best friend,
My mf everlasting companion,
But you did me dirty,