Descent into Madness

Yeah,

Intro:
I’m having conversations with money, I’m blocking all the numbers of honeys, cut out all those who ain’t for me, mental beyond repair, irreconcilable differences,
I always been limited,
My confidence, i diminished it,
My happiness, it finished it,
I’d kill to have another shot or a least to have a small glimpse of it,
I hurt myself for the thrill of it,
Conclusion, I’m irrelevant,
I’m descending descending descending descending descending,
I’m falling down, no one around,
So I pause & then i,
Yeah,

Cuts on my arm but i don’t give a damn,
Stray from the course, i don’t need a f’ing plan,
Walk everyday through crowds of people not one man knows who i am,
Not one man i can call my friend,
Man, you don’t know what i do for a living,
You want pity we’re past forgiving,
Mind frame is beyond crippling,
“open that bible, turn to page eight,” or whatever the hell my mama said,
Mama can’t feed me when i been fed,
Give me a coloring book instead,
I love god but that religious shit makes me want to go & turn my head,
Lead a charge with a pencil lead,
I’m the greatness mama bread,
My mental health so f’d up, i wish i had gun tucked up, I’m running out - i lucked up, i wanna die, man so what?
You ain’t never walked in my shoes, you ain’t never had you a screw loose, you ain’t never had to bury a dad who popped up like Mr. who,
Or so i thought,
What’s that about?
Quiet won’t cut it, give me a shout,
Plagued by all of my self-doubt,
Idgaf bout having clout,
I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m falling down man what’s happening?
Remedy what I’m lacking,
I’m collapsing,
Man what’s happening?
I’m crazy man, so coco loco,
Spittin’ that fire from mí la boca,
Violent tendencies, i might choke her,
Walk around, chip on my shoulder,
Got my beam from CLT,
There ain’t no girl in my backseat,
I still ain’t put that shit to use, i wonder if it can even scream,
Pinky rings & plain white tees - having a bitch, that shit is a dream,
That shit so cringe, i rather binge a show - Disney+, Pinocchio,
Welcome to my humble abode, a crazy mind’s what i call home,
I’m gone,
Back back back, I’m back again,
Did i mention i have zero friends?
Queue the Music & put on my shit, because i got zero guidance,
Y’all need compassion for confessions, all i need is an antidepressant, they call this rap shit a blessing, it just adds to all my stressing,
All i think about is cream, i must have purées on my mind,
Bout damn time i that i get mine because in a cell i was confined,
Experienced that? i think not,
You talk about it, never taught,
I won’t ever go back to that shit, some “3 hots & a cot”
Man,
That shit is ass,
I cut class when i think there’s no hope I’ll pass,
Smoking grass,
Who? not i, won’t even catch me round outside, full of pain, not full of lies, you full of shit - attracting flies, bye,
Double back, I’m nice with it,
Go mf try to play with it,
Left my ass, & i didn’t chase, she for the streets so why stay with it?
Go pump your breast, don’t pump my breaks,
With a bitch I’ll never procreate,
You got supplies so go & bake,
High stakes, but got no hate,

Outro:
I’m having conversations with money, I’m blocking all the numbers of honeys, cut out all those who ain’t for me, mental beyond repair, irreconcilable differences,
I always been limited,
My confidence, i diminished it,
My happiness, it finished it,
I’d kill to have another shot or a least to have a small glimpse of it,
I hurt myself for the thrill of it,
Conclusion, I’m irrelevant,
I’m descending descending descending descending descending,
I’m falling down, no one around,
So I pause & then i,

Yeah