Boxed Inside Myself

I’m trying not to let me down
With things impossible to be found
Especially with unwanted feelings that keep me boxed inside myself

Well, that’s something we could work upon
Realize the limits of beyond
But going beyond that broken limit won’t ever take you anywhere

My days are made of sudden insights of the unrealisable
And my nights of similar dreams of the things desirable

Shadows can’t be made in the dark
All you’ll lose are all your chains and bars
But only then I realised that I’d been swimming in a drowning pool

Sometimes well I just can’t complain
Complain ‘bout all that so cold pain
Why can’t I open that old box, if it’s the wheels of my mind?