i feel trapped in my own life (feat. nxtea)

I know that you hurt too
I won't take that away from you
I'm tired of saying i'm sorry
For things i don't need to
I don't need to

Yeah, guess i never found out where my minds been at
Still somewhere in between being happy and sad
We was broke in the past thought i needed a bag
It's funny how i feel the same as i did way back

It's okay
I don't know where i will go
Cause lately i been thinking
That it's the end of the road

I never meant to hurt you, i'm sorry it's gotta be that way
I'd rather sit in my room and watch my brain decay
It feels like every single days now a cycle
I sleep through day, then i cry when the nightfall

And i would give my life
For you to wake up without your pain

Twenty-two years with nothing to say
Nothing to show for myself anyway