In the End

I wish my voice was soft and sweet
The kind to sing you to sleep
But I'm low in my efforts
I'm low in my thoughts
I just wanted to be something tolerable
But I guess I'm not

I wish my body didn't look how it did
I wish I was taller
I wish I was stronger than this
Wish I could hold myself up
Because lately everything's getting to be too much

I wish my thoughts didn't ruin everything
I wish they'd settle down and stop overthinking
But they're too loud and I'm too tired
To get them to quiet down
So I'll deal with it in the morning
And leave it for now

Most of all I wish you didn't say
That you don't know the real me
Because I know that's true
You never tried, don't think you'd want to
You don't need to get close
In a few months I'll be a memory at most
Doesn't matter what anyone says
Everyone forgets about you in the end