Ashes

Look...
I never knew that I could ever feel this way
Be filled with so much malice (So much malice)
So much madness (So much madness)
So much sadness (So much sadness)
I wanna burn my fuckin' body down to ashes (Down to ashes)
With some matches (With some matches)
Just lay my ass inside a casket (Casket)
Mentally I always kept myself inside this fuckin' basket (Fuckin' basket)
Got the 9 in my hand and I wonder should I hit that shit or pass it...
Pass it, pass it, pass it, pass it, pass it...
Should I hit that shit or p-p-p-pass it?
Life's moving really fast (Life's moving really fast)
Should I stay in park or gas it...
Look
I know there's no need to be drastic
But ALL these bitches fake as FUCK (Bitches fake as fuck)
Got ego's and bodies made of plastic (Bodies made of plastic)
Lately I been thinkin' (Lately I been thinkin')
Bout how I been feelin' (Bout how I been feelin')
Should I keep both feet on the ground (On the ground)
Or hang myself from the ceilin' (From the ceilin')
Life ain't easy (Life ain't easy)
Everyday comes with a price
You ain't guaranteed tomorrow
All you can do is take a chance and roll the dice (Roll the dice)
I took a chance and rolled the dice (Rolled the dice)
All these drugs in my cup they entice (They entice)
No matter how much I take no amount can suffice (Can suffice)
Felt my last breath leave my body
Twice
And it
Felt
Nice...
(Damn that shit felt nice...)
Momma I pray
You forgive me for who I have become (For who I have become)
But now it's time for me to rest (Now it's time for me to rest)
I know I'll be better off than some (Be better off than some)
Just know as I close my eyes, become cold and forever numb...
That I'm always in your heart
I'll forever be your son
Ashes...