IF I DON'T COUNT TO SIX I'LL DIE
I've never told anyone and I'm terrified
But if I don't count to six right now I might die
I don't know what's wrong with me
But it wants to ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
I just spend my days thinking
Ruminating
I know that this can't be healthy
But it's my safety
Hide my face and hide away
I don't want you to see
I don't believe in god
And I don't believe in anything
But my brain keeps telling me that everything means everything
Nothing's fucking real
But I keep doing it anyway
Because I might die if I don't shut my lights off correctly
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die