MY HEART GREW LEGS
Rachel Knight
Fuck it I'm afraid of everything
I'm such a fake
I'm such a fake
I see my shadow and I flinch
Like it's the end of everything
My heart grew legs
It's trying to escape my chest
The doctor tried to give me meds
But they just make me fuckin sick
Eyes wide open 6AM
I see the end
I see the end
Perform a ritual that no one knows inside my head
I used to love to be alone
But now my thoughts control the room
'Death by rumination' on my tombstone
On my tombstone
My heart grew legs
It's trying to escape my chest
I looked up 'Can you think yourself to death?'
And it said 'yes'
I'm crying now
I don't feel safe anywhere
Even when I'm in my home alone
My own mind might be the death of me
And I can't tell anyone