i didn't matter

Why didn't you take it
Was I not enough for you
My feet at the flame and
It turns out I'm fireproof

Too much to blame and
Shove my face in a blanket
The one that we laid in
While we were naked

Testing my patience
Where was the follow through
Thinking about vengeance
But I'd never harm you
And I'd never curse your name
Despite all the deadbeat pain
And all the lies you made
And all the time I gave
Sadly- I'd do it again

Put my heart on a platter
But it didn't matter
You went back to him
And your's never shattered
But it didn't matter

I sadly never had it

I sadly never had it

I sadly never had it

I sadly never had it

I sadly never had it

I sadly never had it

Put my heart on a platter
But it didn't matter
You went back to him
And yours never shattered
But it didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter
I didn't matter

I didn't matter