back in rehab

I love what I don't have 'til I have it, then I hate it
You trashed everything that I once held sacred
Let the pendulum swing, now back and forth, oh
You fill me up with love, but love's overrated

And I'm just five minutes away
From burning this whole shit down
You don't know your limits
Wanna run away, man, fuck this town

'Cause your depression could fill up a room
And my anxiety could pop a balloon
I'ma end up back in rehab just for fuckin' with you
Or six feet under ground
'Cause of what you put me through
Oh, oh, oh
We're a beautiful mess
That's the ugly truth

You smile like my ex, and that freaks me out
But something 'bout the sex just keeps me 'round
L.A. is a place people go to forget who they are
Your heart is a place nobody's allowed

And I'm just five minutes away
From burning this whole shit down
You don't know your limits
Wanna run away, man, fuck this town

'Cause your depression could fill up a room
And my anxiety could pop a balloon
I'ma end up back in rehab just for fuckin' with you
Or six feet under ground
'Cause of what you put me through
Oh, oh, oh
We're a beautiful mess
That's the ugly truth

And I'm just five minutes away
From burning this whole shit down
You don't know your limits
Wanna run away, man, fuck this town