I’ve Become

[Verse 1]
I become such a timid recluse compared to the old me
Never though it could get worse but you hear what I see
I'd love to tell you I am flying and I'm free
But with every turn I take I'm lost completely
I'm supposed to care for everyone but no one for me
People come in just to take and then leave as they please
They suppress me down and cover up all of my screams
It's got me close, close to death and now I'm down on my knees

[Chorus]
Praying to the empty clouds above me
Because I know the end is coming
I've brought to life things that shouldn't be
I've become someone who isn't me

[Verse 2]
Here I go again writing a lonely score
Except each time the weight is heavier than before
It gets harder to walk, so I open the door
I open it thinking I've become something more
Yeah, I'm more than this murderous mindset I've obtained
Maybe if I fight I'll relieve all of the strain
Believe me all I need is to get out of this spot
But I'm a liar, want proof, well I'm not

[Chorus]
Praying to the empty clouds above me
Because I know the end is coming
I've brought to life things that shouldn't be
I've become someone who isn't me

[Verse 3]
I like to be alone when I feel overwhelmed
So I can just push away everything that I felt
I told you egregious thing and act so profound
But there's a first for everything, this time around