​oh god, why’d you punish me with this?

God doesn't know we're broken
But he surely knows we're beautiful
God doesn't know we're broken
But he surely knows we're beautiful
(Oh god, oh god)
Oh god why'd you punish me
With all of this brutality
My life doesn't seem worthy
Unlike everybody and everything
God I know you're there
Are you listening or do you just not really care
That I'm suffering more than I ever have
I'm so sick of fighting
These weights are too hеavy
I feel more than ready
To just give up
Why doеs everybody
Even care about me
When I don't care enough to satisfy myself with love
This cigarette in my hand
Will take me to wonderland
As long as I'm not in earth then I'm good
I'm good
My eyes are tired of blinking
My hands are tired of shaking
And my heart is so so tired of breathing
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
Oh god, why'd you punish me with this?
I'm so sick of fighting
These weights are too heavy
I feel more than ready
To just give up
Why does everybody
Even care about me
When I don't care enough to satisfy myself with love
God doesn't know we're broken
But he surely knows we're beautiful