Reasons

I've got my reasons
I've got my reasons
I've got a weight
Weight on my shoulders
Taking me back
To when I was younger
I'm trying my best
Over and over
But I am so scared to let go
So I'm taking it slow
'Cause I just can not fake it no more
Maybe just a little trauma
Or maybe just a little drama
I've had in the past
And I just can't erase
Maybe just a little broken
Or maybe I just gotta open myself
Baby I swear that
I've got my reasons
You just don't understand
I put my walls down
Put my guards down
In a way that I just can't explain
Yeah I've got my reasons
You just don't understand
And it's breaking me
It's affecting me
In a way that I just can't explain
Yeah I've got my reasons
Yeah I've got my reasons
Maybe just a little trauma
Or maybe just a little drama
I've had in the past
And I just can't erase
Maybe just a little broken
Or maybe I just gotta open myself
Baby I swear that
I've got my reasons
You just don't understand
I put my walls down
Put my guards down
In a way that I just can't explain
Yeah I've got my reasons
You just don't understand
And it's breaking me
It's affecting me
In a way that I just can't explain
Yeah I've got my reasons
Yeah I've got my reasons
Yeah I've got my reasons
Yeah I've got my reasons