Friends, Are You Still There?

I've tried to have fun on my own, but it's so hard with my emotions being out of control. "Don't come here complaining, don't come here I won't here you out" I'm paranoid, never seem to belong anywhere. My mind translates whatever I hear into: "Don't come here complaining, don't come here I won't here you out". All I seem to hear is that I'm unwanted