Grethe

So full of excuses, but I was scared and I knew that this might be the last time that I could spend time with you. But I was scared of the sight of you being weak and unsure of who I was. It's quite selfish I know that and now afterwards it's shameful that I never had a real goodbye. I couldn't get myself to the front of the funeral where I had a last chance to say goodbye and that I'm sorry. I've spent days and sleepless nights being hateful and disappointed with myself. But also glad that we still have our last time together and maybe you feel the same way. After all you're doing better now