Sleep In Hell

What kind of freedom wrought this?
Free to choose the way we self medicate the nausea
Choose between the groceries and rent, or all of these addictions that cycle through our lives dressed like solutions

Which drill would you like jammed through your head?
Take deep breaths and fantasize that you’re someone important
Checking out or
Lashing out at everyone around you is
The closest you can get to rattling your cage

How can I
How can I
How do they sleep in hell?

How can I
How can I
How do they sleep in hell?

Can we act like you’re what I’m in love with
Here where friends are strangers we do drugs with

Holy fucking
Son of white supremacist god
Piss on my head tell me that its culture
Now that I’m
Addicted to a constant stream of hollow stimulation
I swear to fight you only in name

How can I
How can I
How do they sleep in hell?

How can I
How can I
How do they sleep in hell?

Can we act like you’re what I’m in love with
Friends are just strangers we do drugs with

And those lyrics you chant, you know they aren't true, you know they aren’t true, you know they aren’t true
Everything you've built is boring, self serving and performative
If your heroes could see you, they'd look down on you, they’d look down on you, they’d fucking hate you
You could have been something beautiful and dangerous

Were you always this dishonest with yourself?