Daniel's Interlude

Did I ever tell you 'bout the person that ruined me?
That's the probably the reason you feel like you're not gettin' through to me
Before I learned to fuck, yeah, I learned about sex with her
Never cheated, was faithful and honest
I wasted my best with her
I gave her all of me, I gave her loyalty
She was close to everybody that was close to me
Said she'd rather take her life than disappoint me
I guess she's dead to me
She gave me five long years
Twenty-one lies
And a pussy that just follow both her wanderin' eyes
Since then, I've made a point of tellin' myself
"If she can do it, so can someone else"

Guess the things that I've seen
They make it hard to love
Ooh, they make it hard to love
And now a nigga like me
Maybe I'm hard to love
Ooh, maybe I'm hard to love

Feels like every one I loved just did me dirt
It started with my mom, then every girl after that just made it worse
My mother was my partner
'Til she married a man she barely knew and let him treat me how he wants to
Abandonment issues, intimacy issues
You wonder why I can't admit it when I miss you
I know it ain't easy lovin' me
But I don't want you givin' up on me

Forgive me if the things that I've seen
That make it hard to love, babe
Ooh, they make it hard to love
And now a nigga like me
Maybe I'm hard to love
Ooh, maybe I'm hard to love

Just thinkin' 'bout it makes me feel weak