Handle

I'm trying to get my voice heard
I feel like I don't deserve this
So tell me was all of this worth it
Bringing my here what is my purpose

I carry the weight
The weight on my shoulders and I cannot wait
For this to be over
I feel like I don't deserve this
I can't decide blessings or curses

What do you want me to feel? This house
In my head isn't real

What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle

I'm trying so hard so hard not to care
This place is alright
But it's so dark in here

So why do I feel i feel like a burden
I keep telling myself that
Maybe I've earned it

What do you want me to feel? This house
In my head isn't real

What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle

What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle