Rebirth

I've messed up so much and I want to start over
Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older
I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth
I want to go back and get a rebirth
I wonder if I can go back and do it all different
That's the one thing I'm always wishing
I hope I can do better with my time on Earth
I want to go back and get a rebirth
People keep telling me how to live my life
They broke me up and started giving me strife
I keep telling myself it's gonna be alright
That I'm done trying to put up a fight
I know I've changed and not for the better
I saw what I became and trembled in terror
What happened to the guy who everyone loved
My other side the one I misjudged
Along the way, I strayed off the path
All grown up, I gotta face the facts
I screwed up big time, some worse than last
I couldn't face them I hid behind a mask
A mask of I don't care it's not my problem
Being that way man I hit rock bottom
I lost some friends that I was very close with
And I'm thinking now was it all worth it
I've messed up so much and I want to start over
Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older
I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth
I want to go back and get a rebirth
I wonder if I can go back and do it all different
That's the one thing I'm always wishing
I hope I can do better with my time on Earth
I want to go back and get a rebirth
Sometimes I wish that El Rey never existed
His intensions were pure but they ended up twisted
I let my ego control all of my actions
While the real me sat by and let it happen
With the crown on my head I went hungry for power
Now its overtaking me and starting to devour
I'm losing this battle with every passing hour
And I'm starting to crumble like an old forgotten tower
The day I was beaten was a wake up call
That was the day I learned of my downfall
I said some things and made too many promises
Between the new and old me, man, we're total opposites
To those I've hurt I sincerely apologize
If you look at me I hope you can recognize
There's so many regrets that I'm trying to minimize
I just hope I can get to see the next sunrise
I've messed up so much and I want to start over
Time keeps ticking by and I keep getting older
I sometimes wonder what the hell all this is worth
I want to go back and get a rebirth
I wonder if I can go back and do it all different
That's the one thing I'm always wishing
I hope I can do better with my time on Earth
I want to go back and get a rebirth