Penholder

I feel your eyes crawling over me
As though I am something more than me
But I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way

I'll show you what He did
But I wont take the credit
Its not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I don't deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which i can take the bow

And I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I cant take glory for something that I can't be
And I don't deserve this

I know what perfection is like
And I can not stand before it's might
And I'm so far from what you think that I must be
I just drown myself in mercy

I'll show you what He did
But I wont take the credit
Its not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I don't deserve this
Its too late now
Its not something for which I can take the bow

And I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I cant take glory for something that I cant be

And I don't deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow

And I don't deserve this

And all the art that I supposedly create
Is simply a faded reflection
Of something He's already made

Cause I don't deserve this
This time right now
Its not something for which I can take the bow

And I don't deserve this
It wasnt me
I cant take glory for something that I cant be

I don't deserve this
I don't deserve this